My Garden Is Starting To Wilt

I'm falling for another woman. She isn't you. She's really gorgeous, smart, funny from what I can tell, a great mom, and intriguing. She isn't you. I haven't been attracted to another person in about 5 years. I don't know what's going on. Why can't I turn it off...why is this happening? I don't want to be with anyone but you, I don't want to fantasize about another person, I don't want to dream about anyone else. I want to fix the things with us, I want us to be better than we ever were, I want you!