Saturday, November 10, 2012

Bloody Rose

I hate myself for hurting you! I can’t look at myself in the mirror. I don’t like who I was. I’ve changed, but you can’t see that. You still see the asshole that hurt you. I just want the chance to show you and to prove to you that I am different. I need you; I love you! I will continue to change into the person you want and need until I get it right. I need/want you to be the person I need.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Spoiled Bouquet

I don't find myself attractive anymore. I don't like my hair being this short...I'm trying to grow it out. I'm overweight. I keep breaking out. I don't know what to do about these problems. I shower every day and wash my face twice a day. I've been going to the gym monday-friday to get into shape and eating better.